Dissociative Identity Theft

dOuBLA 06: hey
em o n e mo 2286: sup
dOuBLA 06: nothion much how bout u
em o n e mo 2286: nada
dOuBLA 06: cool
dOuBLA 06: hows pa
em o n e mo 2286: eh sucky
em o n e mo 2286: as usual
dOuBLA 06: lol
em o n e mo 2286: i might get to spend like a week at my boyfriends though because his rents are going on a cruise
em o n e mo 2286: in like 2 weeks
dOuBLA 06: ooo
dOuBLA 06: hows ur...i dont wanna say love life..sex life
dOuBLA 06: lol
em o n e mo 2286: lol shut up
em o n e mo 2286: you're such an asshole
em o n e mo 2286: i dunno how it is though
dOuBLA 06: well
dOuBLA 06: im justs yaing
dOuBLA 06: love wouldnt be the right word
em o n e mo 2286: you know, i don't need you to judge my relationship
dOuBLA 06: im not
dOuBLA 06: im asking about the other stuff too
dOuBLA 06: lol
em o n e mo 2286: i haven't done anything with anyone else...since like the day after christmas
dOuBLA 06: ohh wow
dOuBLA 06: ru like trying to cut down
dOuBLA 06: im just aksing
dOuBLA 06: im not trying to be an ass or anything
dOuBLA 06: so ru?
em o n e mo 2286: i don't know what i'm doing
dOuBLA 06: ooo
em o n e mo 2286: i'm sort of caught in a sea of my own confused sexuality
dOuBLA 06: please explain
em o n e mo 2286: well i really am like in love with amanda
em o n e mo 2286: but she of course is only recreationally bisexual...and she wont' even use that word
em o n e mo 2286: and i'm trying to be a good best friend, but i'm so fucking jealous of her boyfriend i can't even give her objective advice
dOuBLA 06: wow
dOuBLA 06: in love huh
em o n e mo 2286: i dunno
em o n e mo 2286: i don't know if its really that or not
em o n e mo 2286: i have this tendency to only have extreme feelings for people i can't have
dOuBLA 06: ooo
em o n e mo 2286: that are like emotionally unavailble, or physically unavailble, or dead
dOuBLA 06: well that would make them unavailable certainly
em o n e mo 2286: yeah
em o n e mo 2286: i know
dOuBLA 06: she wont do anything with oyu
em o n e mo 2286: well like, we sort of said we'd stop hooking up, because it just makes things all mucky and we end up fighting, but like...even if we did, its just sex to her, and i want it to be more
dOuBLA 06: oooo
dOuBLA 06: so then what
dOuBLA 06: just hypothetically
dOuBLA 06: she agress to be with u
em o n e mo 2286: i don't know...
em o n e mo 2286: like...i'm not sure i know how to "be" with a girl, like other than sexually...i've been watching the L word...i'm hoping i'll figure it out
dOuBLA 06: hhahahahaha
em o n e mo 2286: i know
em o n e mo 2286: lol
em o n e mo 2286: anyway my head is just this confused mess
dOuBLA 06: i gotcha
dOuBLA 06: well that stinks
em o n e mo 2286: yeah pretty much
em o n e mo 2286: how are you?