Dissociative Identity Theft

meh. at stephens. we had a really great night last night. like, we haven't had sex or anything, we were just laying in his bed cuddling and stuff and like it felt good. i kind of have a mental goal not to cheat anymore. i almost made plans with dan for later today, but then decided not to. in my head i don't even want to right now, it actually feels wrong. a step in the right direction?
maybe.
on a different note we went to this really great cajun place to eat last night in queens with stephens brother...and it was like, completely awesome.
i'm pretty confused still about stuff.
haha...that sounded so specific.
more when i get home i suppose.