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wow.... things that you never know...
JaydFalcyn (3:47:53 AM): the one you sent me.
JaydFalcyn (3:48:03 AM): are you SURE you meant to send me this??????
Stormchasernikki (3:48:04 AM): ohhh ok
Stormchasernikki (3:48:13 AM): why not?
JaydFalcyn (3:48:18 AM): We're a band! Guitars in our hand, we're shaking the land! We're a band! says:
and i should be protecting you from him, not him from you...
We're a band! Guitars in our hand, we're shaking the land! We're a band! says:
him from me, i mean
back in missouri i be says:
we talked the other night for a while, he doesn't get on my nerves much anymore
Stormchasernikki (3:48:37 AM): yeah i told you, that you got on my nerves
JaydFalcyn (3:49:06 AM): when????
Stormchasernikki (3:49:09 AM): im not trying to hid anything from you
Stormchasernikki (3:49:13 AM): a few months ago
JaydFalcyn (3:49:18 AM): well, I KNEW that!! but I...
Stormchasernikki (3:49:21 AM): i told you.
JaydFalcyn (3:49:21 AM): nevermind.
JaydFalcyn (3:49:30 AM): yes. you did. but we were friends, anyway.
Stormchasernikki (3:49:39 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:49:50 AM): and we still are. you're one of my best. and I find it amusing that both me and klyle seem to think the same damned thing.
Stormchasernikki (3:50:03 AM): yeah me too
JaydFalcyn (3:50:42 AM): you read amanda's journal?
Stormchasernikki (3:50:48 AM): which amanda?
JaydFalcyn (3:50:49 AM): *raises an eyebrow*
Stormchasernikki (3:50:55 AM): i havent read anyones lately
JaydFalcyn (3:51:06 AM): back in missouri i be says:
just kind of an akward situation, i wish the stuff between us back in january woudlnt have happened
Stormchasernikki (3:51:12 AM): woah!
Stormchasernikki (3:51:23 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:51:25 AM): amanda hated me at the beginning of the semester because of it
back in missouri i be says:
but she held it in
back in missouri i be says:
i know this because i did the worst thing in the world... i read her journal. i feel so bad for doing it, i don't even know why i did
Stormchasernikki (3:51:36 AM): oh yeah, i did
JaydFalcyn (3:51:37 AM): between me and you?
JaydFalcyn (3:51:43 AM): is that what you were talking about...?
Stormchasernikki (3:51:46 AM): yes
JaydFalcyn (3:51:49 AM): I'm sorry. I really am. :-(
Stormchasernikki (3:51:57 AM): nah its ok
JaydFalcyn (3:52:01 AM): I'm glad you were still my friend afterwards.
Stormchasernikki (3:52:08 AM): yeah thats the hard part
JaydFalcyn (3:52:12 AM): I felt terrible.... :-JaydFalcyn (3:52:18 AM): was, or is?
Stormchasernikki (3:52:19 AM): i didnt know if i could be or not, but i glad i am
JaydFalcyn (3:52:23 AM): thankgod
JaydFalcyn (3:52:31 AM): how long didn't you know?
JaydFalcyn (3:52:45 AM): and you mean- you read amanda's personal journal?
Stormchasernikki (3:52:58 AM): yes. i did. i feel BAD
Stormchasernikki (3:53:10 AM): thats partially why i was going nuts the last few weeks
Stormchasernikki (3:53:41 AM): she hated me when we were together for some reason, and that really botherd me.
Stormchasernikki (3:53:52 AM): im over the whole thing now
Stormchasernikki (3:53:59 AM): please dont tell her i read it!
JaydFalcyn (3:54:08 AM): what...? she hated you while me and you were together?
Stormchasernikki (3:54:09 AM): i think i will eventually, i dont know why i did it.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:17 AM): yes, thats what she wrote
JaydFalcyn (3:54:23 AM): you read her journal... and she never knew?
JaydFalcyn (3:54:30 AM): I'm stunned.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:32 AM): i did it a few weeks ago
JaydFalcyn (3:54:33 AM): *sigh*
JaydFalcyn (3:54:40 AM): whoa.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:40 AM): i know, i cried.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:44 AM): i dont know why i did it!!!
JaydFalcyn (3:54:46 AM): I'm sorry...
JaydFalcyn (3:54:49 AM): I don't, either...
Stormchasernikki (3:54:55 AM): i feel really bad
JaydFalcyn (3:54:57 AM): dn't worry too much
Stormchasernikki (3:55:02 AM): im not
JaydFalcyn (3:55:06 AM): *offers reassuring smile*
Stormchasernikki (3:55:22 AM): maybe i should have read over that before i sent it to you ahahahah
Stormchasernikki (3:55:29 AM): oh well, i dont care
JaydFalcyn (3:55:30 AM): haha. maybe so.
JaydFalcyn (3:55:47 AM): Kyle said everything happens for a reason...
JaydFalcyn (3:55:54 AM): hmm
Stormchasernikki (3:55:54 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:55:57 AM): why?
JaydFalcyn (3:56:00 AM): I don't get it.
Stormchasernikki (3:56:01 AM): i dunno
JaydFalcyn (3:56:08 AM): I'm glad you're still my friend.
JaydFalcyn (3:56:14 AM): I agree with him- everything does.
JaydFalcyn (3:56:23 AM): maybe we can't always see it, though...
Stormchasernikki (3:56:35 AM): i agree
JaydFalcyn (3:56:50 AM): Amanda... she hated you? I almost can't believe it...
JaydFalcyn (3:56:58 AM): or, I don't want to.
Stormchasernikki (3:57:26 AM): well
Stormchasernikki (3:57:33 AM): i dont know what to tell you
JaydFalcyn (3:57:37 AM): ...
Stormchasernikki (3:58:19 AM): she didnt like the fact that she had to share her friends
Stormchasernikki (3:58:28 AM): and i feel really bad about that
Stormchasernikki (3:58:52 AM): people do crazy things sometimes, and that is one MAJOR thing i regret doing
JaydFalcyn (3:59:26 AM): *sigh*
JaydFalcyn (3:59:35 AM): I was still slightly messed up
JaydFalcyn (3:59:39 AM): :-Stormchasernikki (3:59:40 AM): i know
Stormchasernikki (3:59:53 AM): thats why im not that upset about the whole situation
JaydFalcyn (3:59:57 AM): I guess I thought that dating someone would help me... I don't think it did.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:00 AM): I'm glad you're not.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:05 AM): I'm sorry I hurt you.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:10 AM): and I'm sorry I hurt amanda...
Stormchasernikki (4:00:12 AM): nah, its really not that big of a deal
Stormchasernikki (4:00:34 AM): it was for awhile, but now it isn't
JaydFalcyn (4:00:48 AM): *sigh*
the stuff about amanda... really bugs me... *sigh*
JaydFalcyn (3:47:53 AM): the one you sent me.
JaydFalcyn (3:48:03 AM): are you SURE you meant to send me this??????
Stormchasernikki (3:48:04 AM): ohhh ok
Stormchasernikki (3:48:13 AM): why not?
JaydFalcyn (3:48:18 AM): We're a band! Guitars in our hand, we're shaking the land! We're a band! says:
and i should be protecting you from him, not him from you...
We're a band! Guitars in our hand, we're shaking the land! We're a band! says:
him from me, i mean
back in missouri i be says:
we talked the other night for a while, he doesn't get on my nerves much anymore
Stormchasernikki (3:48:37 AM): yeah i told you, that you got on my nerves
JaydFalcyn (3:49:06 AM): when????
Stormchasernikki (3:49:09 AM): im not trying to hid anything from you
Stormchasernikki (3:49:13 AM): a few months ago
JaydFalcyn (3:49:18 AM): well, I KNEW that!! but I...
Stormchasernikki (3:49:21 AM): i told you.
JaydFalcyn (3:49:21 AM): nevermind.
JaydFalcyn (3:49:30 AM): yes. you did. but we were friends, anyway.
Stormchasernikki (3:49:39 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:49:50 AM): and we still are. you're one of my best. and I find it amusing that both me and klyle seem to think the same damned thing.
Stormchasernikki (3:50:03 AM): yeah me too
JaydFalcyn (3:50:42 AM): you read amanda's journal?
Stormchasernikki (3:50:48 AM): which amanda?
JaydFalcyn (3:50:49 AM): *raises an eyebrow*
Stormchasernikki (3:50:55 AM): i havent read anyones lately
JaydFalcyn (3:51:06 AM): back in missouri i be says:
just kind of an akward situation, i wish the stuff between us back in january woudlnt have happened
Stormchasernikki (3:51:12 AM): woah!
Stormchasernikki (3:51:23 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:51:25 AM): amanda hated me at the beginning of the semester because of it
back in missouri i be says:
but she held it in
back in missouri i be says:
i know this because i did the worst thing in the world... i read her journal. i feel so bad for doing it, i don't even know why i did
Stormchasernikki (3:51:36 AM): oh yeah, i did
JaydFalcyn (3:51:37 AM): between me and you?
JaydFalcyn (3:51:43 AM): is that what you were talking about...?
Stormchasernikki (3:51:46 AM): yes
JaydFalcyn (3:51:49 AM): I'm sorry. I really am. :-(
Stormchasernikki (3:51:57 AM): nah its ok
JaydFalcyn (3:52:01 AM): I'm glad you were still my friend afterwards.
Stormchasernikki (3:52:08 AM): yeah thats the hard part
JaydFalcyn (3:52:12 AM): I felt terrible.... :-JaydFalcyn (3:52:18 AM): was, or is?
Stormchasernikki (3:52:19 AM): i didnt know if i could be or not, but i glad i am
JaydFalcyn (3:52:23 AM): thankgod
JaydFalcyn (3:52:31 AM): how long didn't you know?
JaydFalcyn (3:52:45 AM): and you mean- you read amanda's personal journal?
Stormchasernikki (3:52:58 AM): yes. i did. i feel BAD
Stormchasernikki (3:53:10 AM): thats partially why i was going nuts the last few weeks
Stormchasernikki (3:53:41 AM): she hated me when we were together for some reason, and that really botherd me.
Stormchasernikki (3:53:52 AM): im over the whole thing now
Stormchasernikki (3:53:59 AM): please dont tell her i read it!
JaydFalcyn (3:54:08 AM): what...? she hated you while me and you were together?
Stormchasernikki (3:54:09 AM): i think i will eventually, i dont know why i did it.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:17 AM): yes, thats what she wrote
JaydFalcyn (3:54:23 AM): you read her journal... and she never knew?
JaydFalcyn (3:54:30 AM): I'm stunned.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:32 AM): i did it a few weeks ago
JaydFalcyn (3:54:33 AM): *sigh*
JaydFalcyn (3:54:40 AM): whoa.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:40 AM): i know, i cried.
Stormchasernikki (3:54:44 AM): i dont know why i did it!!!
JaydFalcyn (3:54:46 AM): I'm sorry...
JaydFalcyn (3:54:49 AM): I don't, either...
Stormchasernikki (3:54:55 AM): i feel really bad
JaydFalcyn (3:54:57 AM): dn't worry too much
Stormchasernikki (3:55:02 AM): im not
JaydFalcyn (3:55:06 AM): *offers reassuring smile*
Stormchasernikki (3:55:22 AM): maybe i should have read over that before i sent it to you ahahahah
Stormchasernikki (3:55:29 AM): oh well, i dont care
JaydFalcyn (3:55:30 AM): haha. maybe so.
JaydFalcyn (3:55:47 AM): Kyle said everything happens for a reason...
JaydFalcyn (3:55:54 AM): hmm
Stormchasernikki (3:55:54 AM): yeah
JaydFalcyn (3:55:57 AM): why?
JaydFalcyn (3:56:00 AM): I don't get it.
Stormchasernikki (3:56:01 AM): i dunno
JaydFalcyn (3:56:08 AM): I'm glad you're still my friend.
JaydFalcyn (3:56:14 AM): I agree with him- everything does.
JaydFalcyn (3:56:23 AM): maybe we can't always see it, though...
Stormchasernikki (3:56:35 AM): i agree
JaydFalcyn (3:56:50 AM): Amanda... she hated you? I almost can't believe it...
JaydFalcyn (3:56:58 AM): or, I don't want to.
Stormchasernikki (3:57:26 AM): well
Stormchasernikki (3:57:33 AM): i dont know what to tell you
JaydFalcyn (3:57:37 AM): ...
Stormchasernikki (3:58:19 AM): she didnt like the fact that she had to share her friends
Stormchasernikki (3:58:28 AM): and i feel really bad about that
Stormchasernikki (3:58:52 AM): people do crazy things sometimes, and that is one MAJOR thing i regret doing
JaydFalcyn (3:59:26 AM): *sigh*
JaydFalcyn (3:59:35 AM): I was still slightly messed up
JaydFalcyn (3:59:39 AM): :-Stormchasernikki (3:59:40 AM): i know
Stormchasernikki (3:59:53 AM): thats why im not that upset about the whole situation
JaydFalcyn (3:59:57 AM): I guess I thought that dating someone would help me... I don't think it did.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:00 AM): I'm glad you're not.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:05 AM): I'm sorry I hurt you.
JaydFalcyn (4:00:10 AM): and I'm sorry I hurt amanda...
Stormchasernikki (4:00:12 AM): nah, its really not that big of a deal
Stormchasernikki (4:00:34 AM): it was for awhile, but now it isn't
JaydFalcyn (4:00:48 AM): *sigh*
the stuff about amanda... really bugs me... *sigh*
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